I love this self-portrait. I love it so much that I am going to have it framed. I love it. Have I already said that? Macy worked hard on it tonight. Really hard. And I have to admit, she worked hard on it because of a not-so-great-Mommy-moment that I had a couple of weeks ago. You see, Macy came home from school with this perfect little picture of herself that she had drawn and colored...I don't know why I didn't run it straight to the Grapevine that day...and a shame that I didn't...because as I was putting it in a "safe place" on my counter, I didn't realize that there was a crack the size of the Grand Canyon between the end of my countertop and the wall (who knew houses "shifted" and "shrunk up" in the winter time...seems as though Jason is the only one in our house who knew it). I was stacking some papers up and there that beautiful piece of art went...right down inbetween the cabinet and the wall. I was in tears. The picture was gone. I was about to call a carpenter friend to come cut a wall in myself (after I decided I better not do it myself). I didn't say anything for a few days because I was so sick about it. Then one day, I finally told Macy I had messed up and her picture was gone...could she make me another one? She has worked on a new one several times, but it just wasn't the same...until tonight. She recreated that sweet little self-portrait that was as identical to the first one as I can remember. How I love that little girl and her persistence (and patience with her nutty Mommy). It is in a "safe place" now, FAR from that crack. And I will be taking it to the Grapevine tomorrow. For real.
I love the mail. I look forward to the mail everyday. It can be a box full of junkmail, even bills...I still love the mail. When I was a little girl and big enough to know what I was doing, I would walk down our hill in my Mom's high-heels to check the mail. (Can you imagine letting our kids check the mail these days? I think not!) Our neighbors would hear the clicking and know "little Shannon is headed to the mailbox, the mail must be here." I especially love when cute stuff is waiting for me in my mailbox, like these notecards and these stickers. The notecards are from Kacey at http://www.doodlebugspaper.com/ Her paper products are of the utmost cuteness...and they always come wrapped so cutely...love anything wrapped in a little grosgrain ribbon. (The lighting in the picture is not so great...the flash kept reflecting.) Remember Olivia the Octopus from yesterday? Her bow is compliments of my last Doodle Bugs order :) Oh, and might I mention that Kacey is a Mississippi girl...always a plus :) Maybe I will get out my Christmas thank yous now...a whole 2 months late :) The stickers are from http://www.autumnleah.etsy.com/ Her stickers are just absolutely adorable. I shared some from a previous order on my cookie blog, but these just arrived in the mail yesterday. I adore them. They are postmarked Texas, which is another state near and dear to me right now because part of my heart is there...my sister :)
When I say "Hey J (meaning Jason), I've been thinking...", Jason usually says something like "Uh oh" or "Oh dear" and settles in for the longhaul. I think a lot. Sometimes my own thoughts will drive me crazy...I am hoping some of you understand this, else I may actually be crazy. Anyway...I had a couple of very meaningful conversations today. Phone conversations. And if ya'll know me well, you know that I am not a huge phone person...it seems like when I am on the phone, my girls become super needy and tend to act like they have been neglected...does this happen to any of you? When I get off of the phone, all of the sudden I feel like a horrible Mommy because I have just been blabbing or whatever (not that I blab often). Anyway...I will not go into the details of the conversations or divulge who the conversations were with, but they were VERY meaningful, and I did NOT feel like a terrible person when I got off of the phone...I needed these conversations in a MAJOR way. And I felt like a better person for having these conversations. I was reminded of a couple of passages in the book I am reading "The Power of a Positive Mom", passages that are now starred and highlighted and underlined (I was a bit of a nerd in school). The first passage is "...we must guard against adding too many distractions that will take us away from our main attraction: our relationship with God and our families." The second passage is "Although we may think an overflowing plate of activities and interests makes us 'well-rounded", the truth is that it is more likely to stress us out and make us ineffective in our areas of primary responsibility." Can I get an amen? I often mention my desire for simplicity...this is why. You will not find me at every function, meeting, or study, nor will you see that I am a part of every group...I am with my family...and that is right where I WANT to be and NEED to be! I love my friends dearly, I enjoy walking and talking, I (sometimes) enjoy running errands (like if that errand involves picking up a cute something for my girls), I love meeting up with other Mommies and hanging out while our children play...but come 5:00, we are eagerly waiting on Jason to get home and ready to enjoy an evening of family time. This has been a bit of a crazy week, therefore the need for me to get all of this out :)
Thank goodness tomorrow if Friday!!
Thank goodness tomorrow if Friday!!











